Anthrax: The Development of a Biological Weapon

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050812: "Returning to the Project"


Well, I finally was bored enough to create my progress diary on the new CC. I have been PEing off and on (mostly off) for one-and-a-half years.

My starting stats were...
6.5"x5" - December 2003

My current stats are a pessimistic estimation, or what I like to call a "Bad Day Measurement"... It is kind of a lower bound for how large my penis is when 100% erect to prevent myself from overestimating and lying to myself...
7"x5.125" - August 2005

Really I haven't gained as much as I hoped in erect size, but my flaccid is much bigger than what I started with, my erections are stronger, and I'm horny all the time... Not to mention I'm multi-orgasmic now... Even if I gained nothing, these other benefits would have still made my time worthwhile...

Anyway, that's all I have to say for right now...

Until next time, peace...
Anthrax

[MagnumXL]

Your name scares me. (is dialing FBI's number)

[Anthrax]

Yeah, you can tell them that you saw a suspicious person, possibly a terrorist, wandering about on a penis enlargement message board... I'm sure this is the tip they have been waiting for...

[MagnumXL]

Im gonna tell them to find the terrorist with the big dick. They will know who to find. ME! IM MIDDLE EASTERN HAHAHAHH!!!! wait thats not funny... :neut:

[G-Spot19]

Nice job Anthrax. You have already gotten all the bonuses it would seem. Goodluck on gettin those gains, im sure they will come.

[Seek&Destroy]

Anthrax,

Have you ever mailed any letters to reporters or senators? :idea:

[Anthrax]

Im gonna tell them to find the terrorist with the big dick. They will know who to find. ME! IM MIDDLE EASTERN HAHAHAHH!!!! wait thats not funny... :neut:

Well they'll have to strip you and do a cavity search to verify your penis size... Not sure exactly why the cavity search is needed, I think the feds enjoy violating Middle-Eastern guys... :shock:


Nice job Anthrax. You have already gotten all the bonuses it would seem. Goodluck on gettin those gains, im sure they will come.

I haven't gained because I have not been dedicated... I've been doing PE pretty casually... I choose my exercises by whim and I rarely ever measure... It's like I don't even care about gains, even though I do... Oh yeah, I put up a new track on my music page... :cool


Anthrax,

Have you ever mailed any letters to reporters or senators? :idea:

No, but I have mailed a senator to a reporter... it was pretty expensive... :mrgreen

[G-Spot19]

Sellout. I already heard it man. Great song! My fiance listened to it and she liked your stuff too. I have been singing one of your songs to myself for the past two days. :D

[Anthrax]

lol... Which one?

[Seek&Destroy]

mailed a senator to a reporter... :lol: :shock:

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050815: "Attributes of Anthrax"


Well if you want to know a little more about me than my penis size, here is a little background information... My ethnicity is black, and I am short with a skinny build... To be precise, I am about 5'4½" (164 cm) and 125 lbs (56.7 kg)... In other words, I am tiny... Honestly, I look like a man trapped in a child's body... With that in mind, I am extremely fortunate to even have an "above-average" sized penis... If I find a girl my height or less, it should be more than enough...

Of course, I am skeptical about that and hence, this is why I PE... I am still not convinced that my penis is a satisfactory size... I won't until my penis is completely disproportional to my body... :shock:

If any of you are familiar with "Roberto" from the Bangbros movies, that's my role model... The guy has a huge, thick monster cock and he's a damn twig... and I think that guy does PE...

Anyway, that's a little physical description of the person attached to the penis...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

lol... Which one?
Get under the floor.

I love the beat. Catchy ass song.

[Anthrax]

Damn... That takes me back a few years... The chorus was supposed to sound terrible but people seem to like to it some odd reason...

[G-Spot19]

Really. It works out great. I love it. Great hook

[wern]

Firstly roberto is ugly.

Secondly nice to find someone else on these boards that's my height. Although I am much heavier than you. I weigh about 150 pounds (68 kg).

And I hear you about the penis size, as we have a pretty similar size. And about the height too. Being short is a bitch!! It makes hooking the chickies so much harder.

[Seek&Destroy]

Originally Posted by wern

Being short is a bitch!! It makes hooking the chickies so much harder.


Have you ever noticed, as long as they are shorter than you, its not a problem? :roll:

[wern]

It just makes it harder in general.

[G-Spot19]

Seems most chicks think "Short guy, short dick." I know a guy 5'3" and thats what he says he they all think.

[wern]

Nah I don't think that's necessarily it conclusively though it might be partly. They just aren't attracted to short guys because they want tall dark handsome types like the ones on TV. Taller guys give them more of a sense of security (I have been told that by quite a few chicks). And there's always the Halo effect - the theory that the taller a person is the more attractive and trustworthy they are.

[G-Spot19]

Stupid and shallow reasons basically

[Anthrax]

Firstly roberto is ugly.

He is hideous, he has a missing tooth, he has no personality, he speaks terrible English... but he has a big dick. Otherwise, he is a complete loser. Of course, I'm not trying to be a loser with a big dick like him... I just want to surprise a few girls...



Seems most chicks think "Short guy, short dick." I know a guy 5'3" and thats what he says he they all think.

Can't blame them, it seems quite logical for penis size to be proportional to height, as true or false as that may be... More reasons for me to split these bitches open, so they can go tell their friends...



And there's always the Halo effect - the theory that the taller a person is the more attractive and trustworthy they are.

Stupid and shallow reasons basically

I agree with G-Spot...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050816: "Off-Day Warmup"


Well, I had this idea when I first started PEing... I'm sure somebody else is probably doing this, but my idea was to use a warmup device for an extended period of time (longer than my PE warmup) to aid in the healing process on off-days... This, like PE in general, I really didn't take the time to dedicate myself to... So today, my off-day, I am using a "device" to warmup several times throughout the day...

My "Device"
Well, I needed a device that was not messy and would allow me to multitask... An infrared lamp may be good for an off-day warmup, but I do not have one, nor I intend to purchase one... So I had to improvise... I got a 24 fl oz (710 mL) Gatorade drink bottle and filled it 1/2 of its capacity with hot water and closed the bottle... I filled it only halfway so that I could grip the top of the bottle without burning my hand... Depending on the temperature of the water contained in the bottle, I may or may not put the bottle directly on the skin of my penis... If it is too hot initially, I allow the bottle to warm my penis through my underwear... By conservation of energy, since thermal energy is being transferred from the water to the penis, the temperature of the water in the bottle will eventually decrease... (Actually, that's just common sense)... so eventually it will be safe and necessary to put the bottle directly against the penis... This device allows me to warmup and type at the same time... I just came up with the idea of this device today, and I think I might use it for tomorrow's PE session...

I hope this works...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Sounds like a great plan. I was going to try an infrared lamp, but since i got canned, i doubt it. I may give your idea a shot. Sounds like it may work great. Let us know how it goes.

[Anthrax]

I love natural penis enlargement... it does not deflate your wallet unless you want it to...

I looked for natural breast enlargement forums earlier to see if there was a Cheeky Cherry equivalent... I found a board (though it is nothing compared to CC) and the women there are spending a shitload of money on pills, creams, and vacuum bras...? Wtf? :shock: I guess they haven't found a more "natural" method yet...

The most I've spent on PE so far is one tub of Vaseline and a bottle of L-Arginine... less than $20US in total... :mrgreen

[MagnumXL]

Seems most chicks think "Short guy, short dick." I know a guy 5'3" and thats what he says he they all think.

I know a guy that is 5'4 and has a 10 inch cock. Flacid. Point made.

[Anthrax]

Dayum! :shock:

[G-Spot19]

I know a guy that is 5'4 and has a 10 inch cock. Flacid. Point made.
:shock: Thats possible????

[BIGOKE]

:shock: Thats possible????
I dunno about that but I had a friend who had about 7x6 flaccid. And a girlfriend that used to follow him around like a demented puppy. Fucker! :x

[G-Spot19]

Damn. Thats not fair man :x

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050817: "What The Fuck, Anthrax? Where's Your Routine?"


Routine? I don't think I've heard that word before... Up to now, I have been coming up with PE sessions off the top of my head... Usually, the exercises are in this order, but the amount of attention of give to each vary with each session... Warmup, Stretches, Dry Jelqs, Wet Jelqs, Holds, Warmdown... pretty typical... I have no clue how much of these I have been doing... I don't count and I don't time myself...

Today, I decided that I was going to count my reps to give myself and idea of what I have been doing and make an actual routine out of it... Also, I decided to put more emphasis on the warmups, warmdowns, and "keepwarms" (warmups between exercises)...

Every Other Day
(because I'm likely to miss a PE day anyway, so it will be similar to a MWF routine just not necessarily on those days)...

1. Warmup with "Device" (10 min)

2. Outward Stretches (30 sec x 5) - Typical stretches in the five directions in this order: Out, Left, Right, Down, Up...

3. A-Stretches, V-Stretches (30 sec x 5) - I do an A-Stretch over my right wrist or a V-Stretches under my left wrist (depending on how tired my hands are from the previous stretches) to help correct my leftward curve...

4. Keepwarm with "Device" (1 min)

5. Mid-to-Head Dry Jelqs (3 sec x 25 x 3 sets, 70%-80% erection) - The emphasis of this is more about expanding the head with blood than increasing girth... I do these in 3 sets of 25 because I have to masturbate a little to keep the right amount of blood in the head...

5. Keepwarm with "Device" and Apply Vaseline (1 min)

6. Slow-Ass Wet Jelqs (6-8 sec x 100, 40%-60% erection) - These jelqs are slooow... I was surprised to find out how much time it takes for 100 slow jelqs... I am obviously trying to target girth with the slow jelqs, though I should probably have a greater erection percentage... I try to start higher, but by the first few jelqs it pretty much drops to that range... I do an underhand jelq with my left hand, followed by an overhand jelq with my right hand... The reason for this is to subconsciously jelq to the right to correct my leftward curve...

7. Keepwarm with "Device" and Stretches (2 min)

8. Head Holds (1 min x 3, start at 90% erection, plus Keepwarms) - I hold the base with my right hand and the middle with my left hand (both underhand) and try to pump as much blood into the head as possible without injury using short kegels (2 kegels per second, it's easy to count seconds this way)... By the end of the minute, I am usually completely flaccid... So I Keepwarm followed by masturbation to prepare for the next hold...

9. Shaft Holds (1 min x 3, start at 90% erection, plus Keepwarms) - I hold the base with an underhand left grip and hold right below the head with an overhand right grip, squeezing the head so that blood doesn't go there... Then I pump blood into the shaft with short kegels (2 kegels per second)... I also Keepwarm between these holds...

10. Warmdown and Stretches and Post on Cheeky Cherry (10 min to infinity) :mrgreen

Hoping to Target: Girth, Head Size, Curve Correction


There it is, nothing too complex or intense... but it may be a bit time consuming...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Nice idea there. I like the routine and the is device doing its job? I am going to try it when i PE tomorrow because warmups have been tough for me. Plus i cant afford an IR lamp and this sounds just as good. Only one question. Do you get the water directly from the sink or do you heat it in a microwave or something.

[Anthrax]

I heat water in the microwave in two small Styrofoam cups... I'm not sure if it is safe to put a Gatorade bottle in the microwave... Hot water from the faucet may not be hot enough to effectively transfer heat, so you want the water to be pretty hot for that reason, and so that it lasts a while... But the water is likely to lose its temperature by the end of the workout... I had to refill right before my holds yesterday...

[G-Spot19]

How long or to what temperature. Sorry to ask so much i am just quite interested in this idea.

[Anthrax]

I don't know the temperature... Microwaves vary a lot... I have a 1100W microwave (I think that's higher than the typical microwave), and I put in the two cups simultaneously for 1:30, though I might add a extra ten seconds... It's pretty hot, you definitely don't want to submerge your hand in it... It works pretty well for a ten minute warmup for example, but you can tell when it's starting to lose its strength... These bottles don't insulate well, even for cold beverages, but I guess that's what you are looking for if you want to transfer heat...

By the way, this is the type of bottle I'm using... though they don't look exactly like this anymore...
http://www.packagingdigest.com/News/Images/1199np4_img.jpg

[G-Spot19]

Cool. I will buy me some gatorade tomorrow. Gotta find a substitute for my PE in a few though.

[Anthrax]

I just realized you most likely have hot water... I don't because my water heater uses gas and it's a hassle to pay an extra bill just for that... and Miami is so hot that a cool shower is a relief anyway... So you probably don't have to microwave the water for that long...


And my "Device" serves its purpose well for the Off-Day Warmup, but is inconsistent during a PE session... I would recommend a warm shower for PEing...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050819: "Countering The Curve"


Well, my routine is designed to emphasize curve correction by using underhand-left and overhand-right jelqs... Also, my shaft holds at the end are like an erect stretch, but not exactly...

At the end of my last hold, I noticed that my penis was hanging slightly to the right (opposite to my curve)...

Hopefully, this is an indication of success...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Man i gave the device a shot and im impressed with it. seemed to work for a good warm up and warm down.

[Anthrax]

What can I say? Lack of money wakens the imagination... :cool

[G-Spot19]

I should have a damn good one then :lol:

[Anthrax]

:lol:

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050906: "Downfall Of The Device"


Well, I did my first routine since back in my dorm... I have a room to myself, so it is no problem going through with the routine in my room... The problem is setting up my Device without suspicion... (If you don't remember my Device is a Gatorade drinking bottle with scorching hot water in it)... I heated the water up by putting water in a microwave before (in separate microwave-safe cups), but I can't do that now because someone will ask me why I'm heating water, and I don't have a good excuse yet... I had to just take the hot water straight from the pipe... It was hot enough to burn my hands from the faucet, but once it was in the bottle, it wasn't so hot... Anyway, I still used it for a warmup and started my routine... Then, I finished the routine with my holds and warmdown in the shower... (I didn't do the whole thing in the shower, because it would be a very long shower)...

Anyway, I'm bidding on an IR lamp now... Hopefully some loser doesn't outbid me...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

I was just looking at the IR lamps on Ebay. Didnt really see a cheap one anywhere.

[Anthrax]

I have my eye on two of them, but I can't tell you which ones... If I get the first one, then I'll let you see the second one...

[G-Spot19]

Sounds cool. Im goinna check Lowe's latter and see what i can find. They look like this?
http://i12.ebayimg.com/02/i/04/db/73/90_2.JPG

[Anthrax]

Yeah, EXACTLY LIKE THAT... That's mine, pal... :x


They probably don't all look like that... That one was made a while back... But it should stand alone and be able to pose in different directions...

[G-Spot19]

Im not bidding :lol:
Just seeing if thats the right thing.

[Anthrax]

Okay... but I have my eye on you... :twisted:

[G-Spot19]

:lol:
I like the phillips ones but they are only 150 watts. Your also watching the westinhouse one, aren't you :wink:

[Anthrax]

Yes sir... :)

[G-Spot19]

:lol:
Figured that one. They look like they will do the trick nicely. Did you try my "it's for my back" idea with your device :lol:

[Anthrax]

No, not yet... Haven't had the chance to... :lol:

[G-Spot19]

Im watching to see which one djstutta wins :wink:

[drkegels]

I dunno about that but I had a friend who had about 7x6 flaccid. And a girlfriend that used to follow him around like a demented puppy. Fucker! :x

how do you know he was 7x6 flaccid? maybe he got semi-erect when you were measuring.

or if his girlfriend was, maybe she guesstimated incorrectly (or was outright lying). that happens, since i know a girl who insisted her ex-bf was 11".

[BIGOKE]

how do you know he was 7x6 flaccid? maybe he got semi-erect when you were measuring.

or if his girlfriend was, maybe she guesstimated incorrectly (or was outright lying). that happens, since i know a girl who insisted her ex-bf was 11".

drkegels, yeah I didnt use a tape measure so maybe its not accurate. But judging from the size of my dick compared to his, his was definitely twice as long as mine flaccid and much thicker too. Since I have actually measured mine I have to estimate that his dick was about 7x6".Even when i had a n erection I still couldn't compare to his flaccid. :cry: If you actually saw it yourself you would think that that was totally insane. BTW he is an old friend of mine from boarding school and I never went into the showers at the same time he was in there. Fuck that was too disheartening. That cock should be registered as a dangerous weapon and sealed away for good. they should not let it out under any circumstances. As for his girlfriend, she always looked like she was in a daze, and followed him everywhere. :evil:

[Anthrax]

That cock should be registered as a dangerous weapon and sealed away for good. they should not let it out under any circumstances.

I'm currently in the process of making mine a dangerous weapon... :twisted:

[BIGOKE]

I'm currently in the process of making mine a dangerous weapon... :twisted:
:shock: :lol: :twisted: :mrgreen

[G-Spot19]

I'm currently in the process of making mine a dangerous weapon... :twisted:

Strike fear in those Massachusetts college girls' pussies! :twisted:

[zwmusic]

Anyway, I'm bidding on an IR lamp now... Hopefully some loser doesn't outbid me...

Sorry, I got here a bit late... good luck with your routine.

Just a note Anthrax, I read a post by hugh g in which he mentions his concern about IR Lamp and testicles. He's absolutely right. Be careful with your testicles, the heat generated by an IR Lamp can be pretty intense (even if you feel good about it). Infrared ray is very powerful and it can be dangerous for your testicles. Just be careful mate.

[Anthrax]

I'll keep that in mind... Good lookin' out... :wink:

[Anthrax]

LMAO!!! Somebody outbid me in the last hour... :lol:


That person was really eager to get it so I went into a bid war... Made that person pay $38.00 for it knowing that I was not going to win it (It started at $6.99)... :twisted:


Don't fuck with me.

[G-Spot19]

It was me :mrgreen

[Anthrax]

Was it really?

[G-Spot19]

No. I'm broke, remember. I cant afford a pack of gum, nor would i pay 38 bucks for a IR lamp from 1984. You still have the Westinghouse one going though.

[Anthrax]

But I have to wait days for that to finish... I was hoping to get this one to get this suspense out of my system...

[wern]

Hey everybody I just purchased a $150 IR lamp for $38. Kudos for me!!! :lol:

[wern]

Damn, either my computer is really slow or something is stuffed up on yuor end, but there were about 5 posts made after the post I was replying to :x

[Anthrax]

That's funny... :lol:

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050910: "Positive Association"

Forgot to mention this before, but I decided to add positive association to my PE session to motivate me to do them. "How did you do that?", you ask. I'm glad you asked... I bought a bag of miniature Snickers candies, the type you would buy for Halloween... I am rewarding myself by giving myself four candies out of the bag after a good PE session... Yummy. :D

I know... it's childish. And Spike might ban me for being underage and advertising a PE product...
Anthrax

[Valk]

Hehehe...I like your style.

But its already written in the stars that you wont gain anything until I have reached the 7" mark, so its wiser to give the candybars to me after I had a good PE session.

[Anthrax]

*does 14 PE sessions in a row*


*finishes bag of Snickers miniatures*

[drkegels]

Entry 20050910: "Positive Association"

Forgot to mention this before, but I decided to add positive association to my PE session to motivate me to do them. "How did you do that?", you ask. I'm glad you asked... I bought a bag of miniature Snickers candies, the type you would buy for Halloween... I am rewarding myself by giving myself four candies out of the bag after a good PE session... Yummy. :D

I know... it's childish. And Spike might ban me for being underage and advertising a PE product...
Anthrax

The correct term for this is "positive reinforcement." Although it is somewhat common sense, the phrase was popularized by psychologist B. F. Skinner, and it works wonders in all areas of life that require sustained discipline.

I personally don't eat candy, and Snickers may not serve as well as say... rewarding yourself with healthier treats and taking a vacation after 100 good PE sessions.

[Anthrax]

Yeah, I knew Snickers was not the healthiest way to reward myself... but I knew I would enjoy it... But I will look into "positive reinforcement" when I have the time to see how to properly utilize it...

[wern]

Sneakers bars sound good, though as Dr kegels says they aren't that healthy. But if you exercise here and there you'll be right/

[Anthrax]

I exercise all the time, especially on my off days... I even have a sign in my room that says, "Remember to EXERCISE, you lazy fuck!"... but now that I think about it, I should replace it, because that is not positive reinforcement at all. :lol:

[wern]

How about this:
"Exercise, and I'll give you a sneakers bar"

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050916: "Clamping and Mind Orgasming, Not Simultaneously Though"


On the PE days where I have no time at all to PE, I try to get a quick clamping session. I don't actually have a clamp though... I picked up computer networking cable lying around, cleaned it, and used that to cut off circulation... I do a little bit of stretching followed four one-minute sets... Huge pump...


And on the subject of inflation, I have been practicing a technique that I call "mind orgasming"... It is a form of masturbation that involves no stroking at all... All I do is use a little imagination (I used to use porn, but I don't have private access to that anymore) and flex some muscle which inflates the penis (It is not a kegel, and I don't think it's even a reverse kegel)... Usually my abs tighten up when I am doing this... Anyway, if I go about four days without orgasming, I will be really horny... A few days ago, I was trying to have a "mind orgasm" lying in my bed but failed... But that wasn't a bad thing, though... After giving up, I turned on the lights and looked at my penis... I was so hard, I felt like I was on Viagra or something, and it was at like a 10:45 angle... It's usually at around 10:00... I swear, this technique is a PE exercise by itself...


Needless to say, I was so horny that I needed to ejaculate, so I stroked out the rest...
No refractory period at all... not even one second... I'm impressed with myself...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Im impressed too, for the fact you can do that. So you are enjoying clamping as well?

[Anthrax]

Yeah, I love it... and it's perfect when I don't have a lot of time...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050917: "Infrared Lamp Review"


Got my infrared lamp yesterday... It is good...


That's my review...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

So how many stars out of five?

[Anthrax]

For providing a constant warmth during workouts: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif

For providing a warmup through direct contact: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_4.gif

For providing a warmup without a mess: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif

For providing a warmup device that you can come with a good excuse for why you have it that does not at all involve PE: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif

For providing a convenient warmup device: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif


Oh yeah, and for keeping your food warm: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif

[BIGOKE]

Entry 20050917: "Infrared Lamp Review"


Got my infrared lamp yesterday... It is good...


That's my review...
Anthrax
What the f... you on a less is more trip or what??? :evil:

[G-Spot19]

For providing a constant warmth during workouts: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif

For providing a warmup through direct contact: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_4.gif

For providing a warmup without a mess: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif

For providing a warmup device that you can come with a good excuse for why you have it that does not at all involve PE: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif

For providing a convenient warmup device: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif


Oh yeah, and for keeping your food warm: http://cheekycherry.com/ccforums/images/rating/rating_5.gif

So overall its great. I need one. My meatloaf is getting cold as i type this :lol:

[Anthrax]

Which meatloaf are you talking about?

[G-Spot19]

:lol:
My food.

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050920: "Initiation of Project Dejaculation"
Project Dejaculation Day One


Yes, I am going to try this again... Minimal masturbation, no ejaculation (and hopefully no orgasms)... This is going to be very difficult... I can't remember going more than four days without letting one go in a very long time...


Let's see how long this lasts...
Anthrax


Edited a typo...

[G-Spot19]

I bet a week. Stay away from the tit man and ass man thread bro!

[Anthrax]

My options are set to display images as links, so no tits or asses for me...

[G-Spot19]

And none of Valk's pics :lol:

[Anthrax]

That too... :lol:


Though Valk's pics would probably help my cause...

[G-Spot19]

:lol:


And scare your penis. :lol:

[Anthrax]

Good point. I still have to PE...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050921:
Project Dejaculation Day Two


Hmm... I'm really torturing myself, I'm intentionally thinking about sex all day to keep myself horny... Imagine how much I think about sex unintentionally... I'm really trying to deprive myself... I've also been keeping my room door open to prevent myself from having enough privacy to masturbate... I feel no urge to end the Project yet...


But it has only been two days... I'll keep you updated whether you care or not...
Anthrax

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050922:
Project Dejaculation Day Three


Anyone who has seen me post here enough knows that I have an obsession with numbers... especially numbers that progress over a period time... To connect my love of numbers to this project have a counter in my room...


A counter? What?


So I took twenty sheets of 8"x11" paper... I numbered ten of them from 0 to 9 and the other ten from 0 to 9 as well... Then I punched a whole at the top of the papers... I connected the first group of ten with a distorted paper clip and did the same for the other group... Then I took a clothes hanger... The hanger has these little hinges, one on each side... Using the paper clips, I hung each group of numbers on the hinges...


I truly have the mind of an engineer...


Anyway, point of the story is this... I have a counter that counts the number of days that have elapsed in the Project, as a constant reminder of my accomplishments so far...


Right now it says "03"...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Impressive already.

[Anthrax]

Not really... but thanks for the support... :D

[BIGOKE]

Impressive already.
Whats impressive is your and Anthrax avas :cheeky:

[G-Spot19]

Brandi impresses me. She hasnt succumb to ccronic back pain from holding up those monster mammaries! :shock:

[Anthrax]

And from getting fucked all the time...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050924:
Project Dejaculation Day Five


Woke up with a serious woody... Actually, I went to bed with a serious woody, and it may have been the same woody that I woke up with... Anyway, I was very tempted to abort the Project... But I looked at the "04" hanging on my door from yesterday, and decided to do some towel lifts instead to get a kegel workout and to allow my erection to subside... Then I changed my counter to "05"...


I need to come up with more ways to distract myself from masturbating, and at the same time, I need to make sure that I still have the temptation to do it...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Why not try to use a torture rack or spiked sarcouphagus. Maybe a dunking booth or electro shock. I dont get it. You want to not masturbate and tempt yourself to do it at the same time. Its torture to even think of. How can you do it?

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050925: "Aborting the Project?"
Project Dejaculation Day Six


So I sabotaged the Project today... just thought I should tell you that first... Looks like G was right, I couldn't go a week...


Now here's the story behind it...


So while I was doing jelqs today, my balls felt kinda "blueballish"... It was not full-fledged blueballs, but the sensation was there... And doing a few holds after that did not help the situation... As I warmed down in the shower, it continued to feel weird and I don't like that feeling... As a result, I masturbated out of necessity, not temptation... I had a nice long orgasm, combined with slight blueball pain...


I'm a little disappointed that it had to end like that, because I felt that I was doing pretty well and could have easily gone two weeks... but at least I have a better understanding of why I masturbate in the first place... to prevent blueballs.


Therefore, No Masturbation + Sexual Thoughts + PE Session = Blueballs


So what's next? Do I revert to my old habits of wanking every other day? No, I'm just going to start over and hope that this doesn't happen next time, or at least not as quickly...


Time for trial two...
Anthrax

[wern]

That really sucks. On a pain scale of 1 to 10, 1 being a light scratch and 10 being someone firing a sawed-off shotgun into your penis, what do you rate your blue balls?

[Anthrax]

4... I rarely ever get blueballs, but when I do it is usually not that bad... At least not as bad as I have heard other people describe it... It felt a little uncomfortable, but it wasn't really painful...

[wern]

Hmm I don't think I;ve ever had blue balls. Odd..

[Anthrax]

Probably because you are having sex with girls every day... :D


I don't think I've ever really had blueballs either...

[wern]

I'm not having sex everyday, but I am constantly dating.

I've had major droughts before. Never got any pain because of it. I hate the thought of pain in the balls. On the rare occasions I get it I get worried but I don't attribute it to sex or lack thereof

[BIGOKE]

I usually get blueballs because of almost having sex or wanting sex so bad but not getting any. Ants blueballs is because he been tempting himself. If you stay away from sex or sexuall thoughts you won't get it. then the next thing that will happen is a wet dream. :D

[Anthrax]

I don't know how uncommon this is... but I've never had a wet dream.

[hugh g rection]

I don't know how uncommon this is... but I've never had a wet dream.


I've had exactly one in my life and it was when I was like 12 years old. They aren't that common.

[Shane_Bos]

Ive had countless wet dreams but never blueballs. Maybe im weird :?

[wern]

I've had 3-5 wet dreams. they are fun. :mrgreen

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050926:
Project Dejaculation Day Seven: First Day of Cycle II


You thought it was over...


I'm not going to let one little setback stop me...


Six days last time... Let's see how long Cycle II lasts... Masturbation feels great and as I have learned, it is also necessary... However, there is no need for me to do it constantly... That's why this Project is not simply an attempt of breaking a personal record, it's about learning self-control...


That is why I will continue to count as if the incident in Day Six didn't happen...
Anthrax

[BIGOKE]

That is why I will continue to count as if the incident in Day Six didn't happen...
Anthrax

Cheater! :evil:

[Anthrax]

I thought you would feel that way, that's why I added "First Day of Cycle II"...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050927:
Project Dejaculation Day Eight: Second Day of Cycle II


Woke up this morning... Stroked a little bit, but was not anywhere close to orgasm... Then I had a mild clamp session, since I knew I was not going to have time for a full PE session today...


However, that's not important... Before I started clamping, I decided to measure... but I never measure accurately, so this whole post is pointless... But you are still reading anyway... Feel free to stop anytime you want...


Anyway, I tried to max out my stats and cheat as much as possible... resulting in this:
7.25"x5.25"


(Plus or minus one inch in both directions)


But as I said, I may not have gained anything, my accuracy is about as good as my sex life...
Anthrax

[Valk]

haha, you funny man.

[Anthrax]

My sex life is not a laughing matter... :x

['TheBugKahuna']

:lol: Dude, I honestly think you are an incredibly random, funny man. I want you as my mate.

Edit: Not in a gay way, of course.

[zwmusic]

:lol: Dude, I honestly think you are an incredibly random, funny man. I want you as my mate.

Edit: In a gay way, of course.

Now I can see it better. :lol:

[Anthrax]

Yeah, that other shade of blue hid his heterosexuality...

[wern]

:lol: :lol:

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050928:
Project Dejaculation Day Nine: Third Day of Cycle II


I am the only one on this board providing daily pointless updates... Anyone who wants to learn more about PE should not read this diary, for it is utter (and gutter) garbage...


I've decided to start taking L-Arginine daily... I've had a bottle of (90) 500 mg capsules for over six months, to indicate how often I've been taking it... I still have around 20 capsules left... My dosage is nothing really, 500 mg (3 g is the common suggestion)... I have to pour the powder in my mouth and wash it down since I can't swallow pills... I also have a bottle of a 2:1 L-Arginine and L-Ornithine mix that should arrive in a few days...


Anyway, I was bored in my room and fully clothed and had a woody... I unzipped and looked at my penis in the mirror (still basically fully clothed), it actually looked like it was kinda big (definitely a placebo effect)... I couldn't find a girl to stick my big cock into so I just put it back in my pants...


Then I started studying probability...
Anthrax



Left out one word...

[wern]

Can you calculate the probability of you scoring in the next 2 months?

[Valk]

Lol!

[Anthrax]

Can you calculate the probability of you scoring in the next 2 months?


I'm glad someone bit on the probability joke... I knew someone would have caught me with that...


I estimate 2.21%...

['TheBugKahuna']

:lol:
I am reading this diary more often, just for the laughs, and for the great insights into the mores, ideas, and wisdom of the almighty Anthrax.

[wern]

Hmm. Do engineers study probability? It is something that just sparked my curiosity.. I can understand the logic behind studying probablity - ie chance of the pressure from X mass breaking the bridge or something like that. But it isn't reliable mathematics. Anthrax?

As for the 2.21%. Maybe you should read David Deangelo's book.

[Anthrax]

I'm honestly unsure of exactly how probability ties into engineering... Nothing I've learned has had any application yet...

[Anthrax]

:lol:
I am reading this diary more often, just for the laughs, and for the great insights into the mores, ideas, and wisdom of the almighty Anthrax.


Wisdom of the almighty Anthrax? That alone is funnier than anything I've typed in this diary...

['TheBugKahuna']

Hey man, is there any way that I can listen to some of your songs, or at least one?

[Anthrax]

Why? Do you think my songs are as random as this diary?

['TheBugKahuna']

I don't know. G-Spot says you have talent, so I just wanted to hear a song or two.

[Anthrax]

Have an email address?

['TheBugKahuna']

I like to wear pretty dresses.

[Anthrax]

Lmao...

['TheBugKahuna']

I didn't get it for some reason. :? :cry:

[Valk]

Hahaha...Anthrax sucks at sending emails.

[Anthrax]

Yahoo sucks at sending emails...

[Anthrax]

I'm looking at a screen that says "Message Sent" (for the second time)...

[wern]

Can I listen to your song too? Please Please Please? :D

[Anthrax]

Damn, I guess I should just post a link (but I'm not going to though)...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20050930:
Project Dejaculation Day Eleven: Fifth Day of Cycle II


Nothing interesting to add... Still going strong on the fifth day of this cycle...


Oh, and do all toilet paper rolls have a standard size? Because the one I used today (for measurement purposes only) would not allow my erect penis into it... But if I put it in flaccid, then got it erect, it fit... However, I had to wait for the erection to subside a little to take it out...


Did I grow in girth or did I just find a tight toilet paper roll? One of the greatest mysteries of science...
Anthrax

[The Big Banana]

Why are you using a toilet roll? Dont you have a ruler? I would think each brand of toilet roll would be a different size. If you have to do this maybe you should upgrade to a paper towel roll, you should fit into that no problems.

On a side note, is this experiment making you a little frisky in class? How do you concentrate with all the hot girls around you?

[Anthrax]

I'm not actually making a measurement, more like a comparison... I'm comparing my girth to the inner circumference of the toilet paper roll (which I did not measure)... And I just picked up a toilet paper roll because it was easier to find...


And about me being frisky in class... I pretty much spent the entire hour of one of the lectures thinking about what I wanted to do to the girls around me... But that's just typical, with or without the experiment...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051001:
Project Dejaculation Day Twelve: Sixth Day of Cycle II


Another ejaculation to report... I was horny as fuck and I really needed to get work done... I wasted like two hours strictly on thinking about sex... So I just decided to put things in perspective, stop playing around, and just let it go...


I don't think my body is designed to abstain for over six days anyway...


Cycle III begins shortly...
Anthrax

[Spike]

do all toilet paper rolls have a standard size?

No - different brands = different sizes. Best keep using the same one - keep it for posterity and when you're senile, tell your grandkids "I used to be able to get my dick through that".

[Anthrax]

I'm sure my grandkids will be proud...

[Anthrax]

Maybe you should read David Deangelo's book.


Where can I find this book?

[Valk]

End the end of the rainbow there's a place called Aazak. Ask the smith and he will show you.

[Anthrax]

Sorry, no access to Aazak... Nothing online...?

[Valk]

Check your email. I sent you a couple e-books.

[Anthrax]

I love you, man... I got the email... I'll check them out later when I have time...

[Valk]

I havent read any of them myself yet, so I dont know if they're crap or not.

[zwmusic]

Where can I find this book?

You can subscribe for his news letter, I receive Deangelo's tips almost every day in my mail box. I'll send some over to you.

[zwmusic]

I can't get your e-mail address in your profile. Can you post it?

[Valk]

I already sent him the full book Zw.

[zwmusic]

Ok.

[Anthrax]

I think I signed up for it yesterday, thinking that I was signing up to get the book...

[wern]

his emails are great because they have readers emailing him real-life stories which are inspirational and have good tips.

[Anthrax]

Just found one of his emails in my spam box... I'm gonna have to set a filter...

[wern]

I have a "davind Deangelo" directory. I just put all his emails there.

[Anthrax]

I just set it up so that all of the emails go to my "D" folder...

[wern]

You should read his book "double your dating". It's very good.

[Anthrax]

Valk sent me a copy... I'm going to read it eventually...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051004:
Project Dejaculation Day Fifteen: Third Day of Cycle III


Just had to update to assure you that I have not been wanking every minute since the end of the last cycle... I kinda took last week off from PE because I was busy... So I jumped back into my routine last night... I got hard too quickly to do any good amount of stretching though...


Oh yeah, and inspired by MagnumXL's and Baseballer8's All Day Clamping Experiment, I decided to try it out... I don't think I'm doing it as intensely as they are though... I decided to do this literally six minutes before I went to class... I took a piece of thin shapeable wire with plastic coating and make somewhat of a cock ring out of it... It is completely loose when I am flaccid, but when I am erect it cuts off circulation, but only slightly...


I don't seem to have any problems with it...
Anthrax

[Spike]

Nice colours.

[Anthrax]

I try to keep some type of uniformity to my diary entries... I use these same colours in all of the new ones... I don't think the colours are all that exciting though...

[Spike]

Probably come out grey on your monitor.

[Anthrax]

Hilarious.

[G-Spot19]

Entry 20051004:
Project Dejaculation Day Fifteen: Third Day of Cycle III


Just had to update to assure you that I have not been wanking every minute since the end of the last cycle... I kinda took last week off from PE because I was busy... So I jumped back into my routine last night... I got hard too quickly to do any good amount of stretching though...


Oh yeah, and inspired by MagnumXL's and Baseballer8's All Day Clamping Experiment, I decided to try it out... I don't think I'm doing it as intensely as they are though... I decided to do this literally six minutes before I went to class... I took a piece of thin shapeable wire with plastic coating and make somewhat of a cock ring out of it... It is completely loose when I am flaccid, but when I am erect it cuts off circulation, but only slightly...


I don't seem to have any problems with it...
Anthrax

ALL DAY CLAMPING :shock: So how are you enjoying your clamping Anthrax.

[Anthrax]

Actually, it's not clamping, it's just a homemade cock ring... I even think this topic came up on the old CC... It's designed to that it whenever I get an erection, the blood stays around a little longer, but when I am flaccid, blood is not restricted at all...


And on the topic on actual clamping, I haven't really completely indulged in it yet... I usually clamp twice for one minute, and twice for two minutes... and this is only when I don't have time for a full PE session...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051006:
Project Dejaculation Day Seventeen: Fifth Day of Cycle III


I'm horny and loving every minute of it... No masturbation, plus L-Arginine, plus an all day cock ring, plus exercise... My flaccid (semi-erect actually) looks huge (slightly bigger, I'm exaggerating)... All of this really makes me want to find a girl to stuff...


I'm still having trouble getting flaccid enough to do stretches at the beginning of my routine... I had to throw the stretches in during the warm down in the shower...


Oh well... small tradeoff...
Anthrax

[The Big Banana]

I'm putting money on cycle 3 ending tomorrow (or perhaps later today)

[Anthrax]

Tomorrow is a good bet... Hoping for the 6-6-6, I see... I don't know about that; I can see myself surviving the sixth day (and beyond) this time...

[Anthrax]

How much money are you putting down, by the way?

[wern]

Actually, it's not clamping, it's just a homemade cock ring...

shoestring?

[Anthrax]

No...

I took a piece of thin shapeable wire with plastic coating and make somewhat of a cock ring out of it... It is completely loose when I am flaccid, but when I am erect it cuts off circulation, but only slightly...


I can't really describe it that well, but I took some thin wire from my circuit building kit... The wire itself is completely posable, so I can shape it however I want... I get erect and wrap the wire around my dick and then knot the wire so that it remains intact... Then I make sure that blood will be able to flow while flaccid...

[G-Spot19]

Does the same thing as a clamp. Sounds like enough to add you to the experiment they are doing. I like the idea, but im not sure if i will try it yet.

[wern]

But isn't the wire tough? It would scare me to have something hard pressing into my dick flesh as opposed to something stretchy like leather or stretchy fleecy

[Anthrax]

Yeah, the wire is tough, but I don't wrap it that tight... It works for me...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051007:
Project Dejaculation Day Eighteen: Sixth Day of Cycle III


I had to fight off my strong urge of the day... I usually have one of these daily... It was a very strong temptation today, but I was able to fight off the curse of the 666... :twisted:


I'm going to be out of town for the weekend, so you won't see me here for a few days... Hopefully, I'll be on the ninth day of this cycle when I return...


It's not impossible...
Anthrax

[Valk]

exiting...

[G-Spot19]

Entry 20051007:
Project Dejaculation Day Eighteen: Sixth Day of Cycle III


I had to fight off my strong urge of the day... I usually have one of these daily... It was a very strong temptation today, but I was able to fight off the curse of the 666... :twisted:


I'm going to be out of town for the weekend, so you won't see me here for a few days... Hopefully, I'll be on the ninth day of this cycle when I return...


It's not impossible...
Anthrax
Damn. I will miss ya Anthrax. Good luck with your experiment. I have been doing alot of research on doing superhuman type things, pushing yourself beyond the limits, so to speak. I greatly respect and understand what you are doing.

[Valk]

:lol: :lol:

Its pretty easy to be superhuman these days. Lay of the wanking for ten days on you made it. :lol:
Sorry if I sounded like a prick.

[G-Spot19]

I dont think you did.

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051011:
Project Dejaculation Day Twenty-Two: Tenth Day of Cycle III


I'm back from my short vacation... But I have good news for you all, I have survived the tenth day of this cycle...


Just a brief update...
Anthrax

[Valk]

http://cdgiftbaskets.com/celebrate.jpg

[Anthrax]

Thanks, man...

[wern]

Happy Birthday!

[The Big Banana]

I have survived the tenth day of this cycle...

How much longer do you think you can go?

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051012:
Project Dejaculation Day Twenty-Three: Eleventh Day of Cycle III


To answer your question... Zero days.


I rewarded myself this morning... I earned it... And besides I don't know how healthy it is to hold back completely...


No time to type random gibberish...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Impressive Anthrax.Nice streak. I couldnt do it.

[Anthrax]

Yes, you could... Aren't you the "mind over matter" guy?

[G-Spot19]

LOL
Trying to be, but not there yet.

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051017:
Project Dejaculation Day Twenty-Eight: Second Day of Cycle V


I'm currently in the process of writing a paper for one of my classes, but I decided to take a break so that I can type some stuff about my penis... Over the weekend, I treated myself to a nice session of "strokeless masturbation" to make sure that I could still do it... Now it's back to work... I promised myself that the next time I have a session of strokeless masturbation, I will get my self to the point where I can sense orgasm and stop right there... I'll let you know how that goes, when the time occurs...


I doubt that anyone here cares anymore, but one of my goals (alongside having a huge, hard penis) is to have a huge, useless PE diary...
Anthrax

[The Big Banana]

Try not to get those two essays mixed up.

[Anthrax]

I don't think my professor would enjoy a paper explaining how penis enlargement influenced American history...

[G-Spot19]

:lol:
Never know. He may find the info beneficial

[Anthrax]

:lol:
Never know. He may find the info beneficial

It's possible... But a class discussion about penis enlargement would be a little awkward...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051020:
Project Dejaculation Day Thirty-One: Fifth Day of Cycle V


I've been doing some edging over the past few days, and also I have been all-day clamping... As I stated before, circulation is restricted (slightly) only when I am erect... When I go to the bathroom, I try to get a few stretches out of my pumped-up flaccid...

I'm probably overtraining...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Maybe. Sounds good to me. See any improvement?

[Anthrax]

No clear evidence of anything permanent...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051021:
Project Dejaculation Day Thirty-Two: Sixth Day of Cycle V


Well, I've been working on my eye contact with girls to make myself appear to be more confident... I've realized that I look at the ground too much... None of that shit anymore... I'm looking straight ahead now... If I see an attractive girl, or even a not so attractive one, I give her a glance and wait for her to look away... Alpha, baby... "I am the shit." (This phrase occurs in my mind)... Unfortunately, I don't have the courage to walk up and talk to any of them at the moment...


Also, for the guys who choose to stare at me for no apparent reason for more than one second, I give them a slight what-the-f@ck-are-you-looking-at expression (only slightly, kinda hard to describe)... This boosts my confidence even more...


If anyone who reads this also realizes that they don't have a confident walk... do this shit... It's easy, and it's the first step toward building your confidence...


Well, I went to go see a movie with three girls tonight... It wasn't at a real movie theater, it was in one of the lecture rooms on campus and it only cost $3 for a ticket, so that made my wallet very happy... They invited me, and I refused initially, but surprised them by catching up with them later (unpredictable)... I got one of the girls to buy me popcorn (pimping) which I ate 85% of by myself... By the way, the movie was The Wedding Crashers (role models to men everywhere)... After the movie, we caught up with two more girls... Told them they should go wrestle in the fountain while I watch (It's 37°F, 2.8°C outside)... They didn't do it, but they said they'll gladly invite me when they choose to do it (They might actually do it eventually)... A sixth girl I know came up and I chatted with her for a little bit, but the other five girls chased her off (haha)... I asked the five girls to dance for me (this was inside of the campus grocery store)... They laughed, thinking I was joking, but I was dead serious (I need to work on my persuasion skills)... That was have been a scene to remember if it happened...


Anyway, that was a waste of your time... But I promise you, it was meaningful to me...
Anthrax

[The Big Banana]

Is 'Dejaculation' still a project or is this a way of life for you now?

[Anthrax]

I guess it's more like a way of life now... but this is the only way I can keep track of how long I've gone without it...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051022:
Project Dejaculation Day Thirty-Three: Seventh Day of Cycle V


Went to a party tonight... It sucked, most likely because three were three parties on campus happening simultaneously... I'm sure all three of them were underpopulated... I only grinded with two chicks tonight... Still good to take a break from studying though...


Anyway, the true topic of discussion tonight is kegels... I've reached a point where quick kegels have virtually no effect on me anymore... I don't have a strong enough erection to do a lot of weighted kegels... I'm sure someone else may be doing this already, but my method of doing kegels combines long and short ones... (No shit, mine does too, Anthrax)...


Please stop being rude and let me explain... Basically, what I am doing is holding a long kegel for as long as I can until I get bored (five minutes, ten minutes, an hour, whatever)... At the same time, I do short kegels while holding the long kegel... The important thing is not the let go of the kegel... Eventually, you will start to feel the burn... I was doing this in class a few days ago and my PC (or is it BC?) was trembling a little... I think I was holding the kegel for over fifteen minutes...


Try to occupy yourself with something else (preferably something time-consuming) while doing it...
Anthrax

[The Big Banana]

How about just using your hands to push your penis down until youre strong enough for weighted kegels?

[Anthrax]

I can do weighted kegels, just not for very long because I'll lose my erection... I'll have to keep jerking myself every minute to get a good workout...

[The Big Banana]

And what a workout it would be. Of course this could have an effect on the dejaculation.

[Anthrax]

I don't think so, I can separate work and play...

[Anthrax]

Entry 20051118: "Is Anthrax Still Alive?"


Needless to say, I stopped keeping track of Project Dejaculation... And I haven't really done my routine that often since my last entry about a month... However, even though I haven't been consistent with my routine, I have spent a larger percentage of my time doing PE...


How the hell? That doesn't make sense.


Yeah, you're right, it doesn't makes sense... Let me clarify... If you recall, I have been participating in the all-day clamping experiment (I use the word "clamping" loosely, and I "clamp" loosely)... I have decided to take it even a step further and make it 23 hours of "clamping" per day... meaning that I continue to "clamp" in my sleep (gasp!)...


Of course, if you feel inspired to try this yourself, make sure you have a clamping device that only restricts blood flow slightly when erect, and does not restrict blood flow at all when flaccid... You should try your device out during the day until you feel that it is safe do leave it on while asleep...


Too lazy to do a routine...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Hey buddy. Hows it going. Miss ya and hope your doing well. Wouldnt mind some feedback on your 23 hour clamping.

[Anthrax]

I'm still around... Mostly lurking, no time to post... My all-day clamping has been going well so far... increased flaccid size and (maybe, I could be just imagining) erect girth...

[The Big Banana]

So Anthrax is still alive then... good to hear. Nice to hear the ADC is working for you.

[G-Spot19]

I'm still around... Mostly lurking, no time to post... My all-day clamping has been going well so far... increased flaccid size and (maybe, I could be just imagining) erect girth ...
Damn that caught my attention! :shock:

[Anthrax]

Could be just wishful thinking...

[G-Spot19]

So when you goinna measure again? And i never got to ask. How you like the IR lamp?

[Anthrax]

I don't know when I'm going to measure... Whenever I'm ready to get my confidence shot down, I guess... And I haven't been using the IR lamp much, mainly because I haven't been consistent with my routine...

[G-Spot19]

Yeah i know. Im glad i didnt try to outbid you. It would have been a waste of money due to the times. But hell, maybe i should have. It would have been so damn funny. :lol:

[G-Spot19]

You still at BC? Dude its 4 in the morning. Don't you have class later? :?

[Anthrax]

Entry 20060812: "The Most Useless PE Diary Ever Returns"


I have not posted in this thing for a while... If this is your first time viewing my diary, keep in mind that this diary will not benefit you in any way... And I do not apologize for that...


However, if you have been keeping up with my diary, you are aware that I have had weird projects in the past for penis enlargement and penis health in general...


Lately, I had decided to combine nearly every idea that I have ever come up with for my latest project... However, I will not actually have a PE exercise routine... I have realized that I would rather have a rock hard penis at my current size than a larger floppy one...


First, I am going to stop watching pornography... I've said it before and failed... Going cold turkey is not going to work, but I am going to turn it down a notch or two... I have erased all porn on my computer that has a penis in it... No more watching some other guy screw the hell out of some chick... If I slip up and look at porn, it will be either lesbians making out, a girl masturbating or posing, or still pictures that are not too sexually explicit... Ideally though, I would like to use my own imagination rather than any type of visual aid...


Second, I am going to stop masturbating to the best of my ability... Another difficult thing to do, but it is easier if I'm not being aroused by porn... I'm not going to lie to you and say that I am going to quit masturbation entirely... Project Dejaculation showed me that I probably should not go for long periods of time without ejaculation... However, I must adopt a new technique of stimulation of the penis... I will try my best not to get off my stimulating the head of my penis (more information about this later)...


Third, I am going to wear my homemade cock ring during the day, but not at night as I did before at one point... I am not going to have a PE routine, as I don't have time...


Fourth, if time allows, I will use my infrared lamp for warmups at times during the day... I'm not sure if I can keep up with this one...


Fifth, I am going to take supplements daily, but in small dosages... This includes:
500 mg L-Arginine
250 mg L-Ornithine
500 mg Horny Goat Weed Extract
1000 mg Fish Oil


Sixth, kegels... I really don't need to elaborate... Everyone forgets to do these... I'll do my kegels while I browse the Cheeky Cherry board... I'm doing kegels right now...


Seventh, and my newest crazy idea for my penis, is sensitivity restoration... I don't know if this is possible, but I want to increase sensitivity... I kind of wish that I was uncircumcized, however, I am not going to try to restore the foreskin... But somehow, I have to minimize the amount of physical contact that the head of my penis gets... In order to do this, I plan to keep my penis wrapped in Saran wrap throughout the day and possibly through the night as well... I'm not sure if this is safe or sanitary, but I'll find out...


Entry 20060812 for dummies:
- Stop watching pornography
- Stop masturbation
- All-day cock ring
- Spontaneous use of infrared lamp
- Daily supplement intake
- Kegels
- Sensitivity restoration


Wasting your time...
Anthrax

[Valk]

You have the willpower of a Banana!

[Anthrax]

My original post here doesn't make as much sense as I thought it did...


Nonetheless, I disagree with you Valk...

[The Big Banana]

I think goals 1 and 2 of your plan, if successful, will go a long way towards achieving goal 7.

Any pics of the homemade cockring? Im not after action shots btw, just on a table or something.

[Anthrax]

No, don't have a camera... But it's nothing to get excited over anyway... The ring, that is...

[G-Spot19]

Nice plan. Im trying to slow down on the porn too. I havent watched anything with a dude screwing a girl in a long time. i havent been masturbating nearly as much as i still very rarely ejaculate when i do my lasting longer exercises and im trying to get myself back into writing songs as i havent wrote one in a very long time. So hows your music going?

[Anthrax]

I have spent so much time trying to learn Spanish that I have barely spent any time on music... I have made a few beats, wrote some lyrics... Haven't recorded anything in a long time... Too long...

[tompson]

damn you, you're a smidgen longer than me... but 7 sounds so much better than 6.9"

How was the 6.9" era for you? and how was the jump to 7", feel like a new man? went out and bought a porche? went out and kicked a cat over a fence? hahah.

[K-man]

You may be waiting a while for a reply. Anthrax was last here on 16th December!! :lol:

p.s. Whats a porche??

[tompson]

You may be waiting a while for a reply. Anthrax was last here on 16th December!! :lol:

p.s. Whats a porche??

Oh yeah, well enlighten me oh mighty own.

Whats a Porche you say?

http://www.leblogauto.com/images/porsche_kitte_1.jpg

..one of them flash cars

[K-man]

Oh, a Porsche! Why didnt you say so in the first place :lol: :lol: :lol:

Enlighten you how? I'll do my best!!

[tompson]

Got me on a typo, i feel so ashamed.

Maybe anthrax got busted jelqing by his family, poor guy.

This was my question to anthrax

damn you, you're a smidgen longer than me... but 7 sounds so much better than 6.9"

How was the 6.9" era for you? and how was the jump to 7", feel like a new man? went out and bought a porche? went out and kicked a cat over a fence? hahah.

[K-man]

You havent checked my stats I guess. I'm a little over 6.5" at the moment, so I cant really help. I'm sure its a great feeling though. Hopefully, someday!!:lol:

[zwmusic]

That's my kinda Porsche.

http://img170.imageshack.us/img170/1852/2006porsche911gt39wc.jpg

911 GT3.

[tompson]

You havent checked my stats I guess. I'm a little over 6.5" at the moment, so I cant really help. I'm sure its a great feeling though. Hopefully, someday!!:lol:

Oh yeah, didnt even think of that, oops. Sure you'll be there by 2008 easy.

All these car pics, haha, Anthrax is gonna be like 'what the hell happened to my thread' when he gets back.

[zwmusic]

Let me make Anthrax happy on his return.

http://img170.imageshack.us/img170/122/e001p29tn.jpg

http://img54.imageshack.us/img54/6411/big16cu.jpg

[K-man]

Sit back and wait for the reps zw!!!

Nice:cool :cool

[Valk]

This vehicle is much better:

http://www.hubcapcafe.com/i_rdr/vw_7701.jpg

This summer my band is gonna use one of those for our first tour.:cool

[zwmusic]

Are you serious about the tour with your band?

[Valk]

Yeah, ofcourse.

[zwmusic]

Good stuff. Best of luck for you guys, tell me more about it.

[Anthrax]

Entry 20080218: "Dusting Off The Infrared Lamp"


Alright, what the hell am I doing with my life? It has been a year-and-a-half since I have last posted in this diary. I have not been keeping up with my PEing, nor any of the other things regarding penis health... My life has been too busy for me to even think about my penis.


The good thing is, even though I would like to gain more, I am already comfortable with my size... A girl that I had sex with told me that my dick was "nice" which is girl talk for "it's not huge, but it's big enough to make me cum if you know what you're doing"... I'm fine with that.


But seriously, if I am going to be hanging around in the Non-PE section of a penis enlargement board, I need to be making my penis larger... I recently suffered a finger injury while playing basketball and it healed badly... It will take 6-8 months to rehabilitate it... I can type with it and move it around, but I still can't make a complete fist without pain... This could potentially affect my routine...


Here are the rules for my diary...
- Don't expect this to be the best diary ever - If you've seen me around here, you've probably realized that I like to entertain more than I like to inform... Same thing goes here.
- Off-topic chat is fine, and encouraged - Look, I'm not going to be a bitch and tell you to stay on topic... This is my hang-out spot and you're all welcome to join the party.


I'm not sure what my routine is going to be yet, but it will most likely be biased towards girth... I am bringing back the all-day clamping, by using the base of a condom (just cut the tip off of a condom) to act as a cock ring... For me, it's almost ideal because it doesn't restrict blood flow with I'm flaccid, restricts blood flow while I'm erect, and won't slip off unless I choose to do jumping jacks at random times during the day...


My infrared lamp is plugged in and within my sight... I need to buy some Vaseline pronto... Anyway, that's it for now, I have another experimental development that I will tell you about some other time.


I'm serious this time... Hey, don't roll your eyes at me...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Welcome back to Peing Anthrax. Hate to hear that bout your finger bro. Ouch! Cant wait to hear your experimental development either. You did after all come up with the gatorade bottle warm up. one of the best out there.

[Rum_Runner]

Slamming penis in door probably not the way to go.:P

[The Big Banana]

Don't expect this to be the best diary ever

We only expect it to be the best diary on new CC so don't worry.

Perhaps with your injury you'll be able to answer the age old question: What is the sound of one hand PEing?

Good luck with your routine and hope your finger heals quickly.

[K-man]

I'm serious this time... Hey, don't roll your eyes at me...
Anthrax

:roll: :roll: :roll:

:lol: :lol:

[Anthrax]

Entry 20080222: "Back to Work"


Still don't have any Vaseline, but it doesn't matter because I am a dry jelq fanatic anyway... I did my first PE session earlier today... I decided that I would concentrate on refining my technique, since I am a bit rusty...


Stopwatch
I think timing is much better than counting and that it allows you to concentrate more on the workout itself... If you PE near your computer, here (http://www.online-stopwatch.com) is an online stopwatch to time yourself... You can make it count upward or downward, and make it full screen...


Warm-Up / Warm-Down
I use an infrared lamp for warming up and down... It's one of the best warmup devices in my opinion for a PE routine that does not take place in the shower... I warm up by poking my penis through the hole in the front of my boxers to shield my testicles from the heat... In addition, I now wear leather gloves as I am doing this to protect my hands... I just started doing that today... This should have been obvious before, but for some reason I had completely overseen this... Shielding your hands makes an IR lamp warmup much more effective, since you only have to respond to the nerves in your penis...


Stretching
Nothing fancy here, just outward stretches with tension at the base of the penis... In addition to pulling in a particular direction, today I decided to move my waist in the opposite direction to provide even more resistance.


Dry Jelqs / Holds
I did dry jelqs starting from the middle of the penis, jelqing upward with emphasis on inflating the head as much as possible... I did short holds of about 15 seconds by gripping the base underhand with my right hand, and gripping overhand below the head with my left hand... The emphasis here was on inflating the entire shaft, minus the head... I tried both dry jelqs and holds in three positions: sitting, standing, and another position which I will describe now...


Test: Gravity Jelqs / Holds
In order to test whether gravity has a significant impact on doing holds and dry jelqs, I put two chairs beside each other, leaving space in-between... I laid on my stomach across the chairs, and put my penis in the space that I left in-between the chairs... Then, I basically did my jelqs and holds as usual from this position... My conclusion is that gravity does not really have much of an impact... Standing up turned out to be the optimal of the three positions...


Motivational Photograph:
(I used this photo to control my erection level, notice that it is very softcore and non-nude)
http://bitscreens.com/files/uwkmn6qynz0c2yjoq6dn.jpg


I also promised some "experimental development" in my last entry, but I am going to postpone that indefinitely... But just so you know, it will be a product review, not an invention or exercise...


Had a nice flaccid hang afterward...
Anthrax

[G-Spot19]

Seems to me your idea with the chair is a nice bit of "experimental development". And that pic is hot. Who is the girl Raven is about to fuck there. I love Raven Riley. Got a great vid of her fucking herself with a banana. :mrgreen