zw, COME BACK!

[w3]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ug9Y5xyKPKg
:icon_rolleyes: :neut: :(

[PepeLePew]

Agreed, come back ZW! http://planetsmilies.net/obscene-smiley-1024.gif

[w3]

He told me I'm a pig sex machine.. :(

[PepeLePew]

He never he spoke to me. :( Left before I even made my 1st post. http://planetsmilies.net/sad-smiley-398.gif

[w3]

:neut:
If I remember correctly, he even changed my post-fix into Shagged x Chicks..
Ooooooooh zw where art thou!?

[G-Spot19]

:(:(:(:(
I miss him. He was a good pal on here for years

[Dr. P-Evil]

well, keep the thread alive...old habits..eh...eventually, he'll have a free minute or two...sneek a peek..and here we will be.

[Clockers]

He's gone!

I do believe he lurks around here once in a while under another name.. You must remember that zw was looking for an excuse to leave CC anyways, it seemed that he didn't really have the time to continue here anymore, something about things he wanted to do or get done.

Now: I also believe that sometimes zw wishes he hadn't left or at least hadn't deleted his user account. I don't know why I get this feeling but i do. I just get that feeling about him, he really liked this place and all of us. :cool

[PepeLePew]

Yea, wish he hadn't deleted his account. I can't even search for his posts
now using the search function. Sucks. We'll if he ever comes back I'm
sure you guys could just give him his post total count back and maybe
he could come back under the same name?

[w3]

He's gone!

I do believe he lurks around here once in a while under another name.. You must remember that zw was looking for an excuse to leave CC anyways, it seemed that he didn't really have the time to continue here anymore, something about things he wanted to do or get done.

Now: I also believe that sometimes zw wishes he hadn't left or at least hadn't deleted his user account. I don't know why I get this feeling but i do. I just get that feeling about him, he really liked this place and all of us. :cool
Clockers I got that vibe off him too.
I think it was obvious because he created an account after his departure, to share another set of last words with us since we were all in shock.

He is lurking, he scrolls these boards from time to time I believe.
He'll be back for good, of that I'm sure. :wink:

[greddy]

Ya man, i didint really know him but i do recall him replying to some of my posts, back when my mind was really fucked up and i wanted to kill myself, anyways i remember he replied and tried giving me advice and stuff, some of you also did as well. My point is that i to wish he was back, you can never have too much good people you know.
I remember he had afight with BooBoo and left after that, i wonder what was that all about.

[Clockers]

I'm not even sure if Matt could bring zw's post count or his user account back, I think it's gone for good.. Now that's just a guess, Matt would have to pop in here to give the final word on this matter to see if in-fact he could give it back to zw or not.

If So: zw may not even want his user account back, but for some reason i believe he does.. just that, if it were me, i would feel to embarrassed to ask for my user account back.

We all miss zw! :cool

[PepeLePew]

Anyone this have his email or ever keep in contact with him?

[G-Spot19]

I do, but I havent got up with him in a while. I need to though.

[metallicarocks05]

Whatever happens, I hope ZW is happy :hug:

[w3]

Whatever happens, I hope ZW is happy :hug:
True. :hug:

[G-Spot19]

Same here :hug:

[\Y/]

Damn it! ZW here...

I had to sign in to say something to ya all fellas. You're a bunch of.... BASTARDS! :lol:

Seriously, I am so moved that I couldn't contain myself and had to post, although I said (and hold up to it) that I wouldn't come back. What I mean by not coming back is exactly not having my old account back.

:hug: for you too... hmmmmmm... I feel the gay power taking over here. :lol:

Yes, I do have a look from time to time just to see how the place is running... and it looks like it's better than ever, thanks to some great new blood. This is the 3rd time I look through the boards since I left.

w3, I hope you're still a pig sex machine. :wink:

Clockie, I really don't wish I hadn't left. I am getting more and more busy with my life plans, and it will get even busier in the years to come. I had to leave and stop spending so many hours in front of a PC posting in this awesome forum instead of doing my work. It was beginning to distract me too much from my objectives. Too long to explain, but I am changing the course of my life dramatically and need to keep focussed. CC was really beginning to get in the way.

I didn't really fight with Bobo, but I was getting sick and tired of his drama. I got myself involved a bit too much and I regret that now. He was getting quite aggressive to me at one point, which made me feel like a total IDIOT for worrying so much about his well being. Whatever...

Sorry Pepe if you can't search for my posts, but you can still find my progress diary (with those juicy and sexy pics I posted near the last pages:twisted: ) and you can see my posts and articles at the Info section. I hope they are still helpful. Ah! and G, don't forget to keep those tutorial pics and videos up... everyone around here love your schlong. Not me though:lol:

Thank so much for this thread guys... I'm very moved and wish you all the best and lots of good things for your lives... specially a bigger dick. :cool

Take care and stay well.

[PepeLePew]

Juicy & sexy pics...Hmmm....interesting :twisted:

[G-Spot19]

http://forums.snapstream.com/vb/images/smilies/bowdown.gif

http://www.mercuryserver.com/forums/images/smilies/bowdown2.gif

[w3]

w3, I hope you're still a pig sex machine. :wink:
I am zw.. I am. You can count on that! :cheeky:
Great to see you drop by! :hug:

[Clockers]

ZW HERE...

Clockie, I really don't wish I hadn't left. I am getting more and more busy with my life plans, and it will get even busier in the years to come. I had to leave and stop spending so many hours in front of a PC posting in this awesome forum instead of doing my work. It was beginning to distract me too much from my objectives. Too long to explain, but I am changing the course of my life dramatically and need to keep focussed. CC was really beginning to get in the way.

I didn't really fight with Bobo, but I was getting sick and tired of his drama. I got myself involved a bit too much and I regret that now. He was getting quite aggressive to me at one point, which made me feel like a total IDIOT for worrying so much about his well being. Whatever...




I gotcha.. :cool :wink:

[PepeLePew]

http://forums.snapstream.com/vb/images/smilies/bowdown.gif

http://www.mercuryserver.com/forums/images/smilies/bowdown2.gif

Look at G getting with it wit some new Smilies...nice
Though you can't really see the 1st guys hands bowing
down because his hands/arms are black with the black
background...this is why we need alternate forum color
backgrounds to choose from. :wink:

[G-Spot19]

Maybe someday I can actually get my admin powers and the suggestions you guys made can be taken more into action. I dunno about the colors though. That would be up to Matt.

[Clockers]

Leave the colors alone.. I see nothing wrong with these colors! :cool

[Baseballer8]

I used to ask for a white background and then found out that was the color of the dark side of PE. I have grown fond of the colors here, though it will mess with your eyes if you stay too long at one sitting.

[Clockers]

I agree!

I have to tell you though as with others colors like ebay after awhile being on that site it starts to hurt my eyes as-well. I'm sure there are many sites out there with differ colors that being on the site long enough it will hurt your eyes too. (make them sorta tired)

[The_Scientist]

I love the colors, and they don't bother my eyes at all.

Bunch of women. :shrugs:

[Torpedo]

They don't bother me, either.

[G-Spot19]

Me either to be honest. I wonder if there is a way to allow the user to adjust his own color preferences?

[Clockers]

That would be cool. :cool

[Rum_Runner]

Sorry I missed all this. I love the colors. I always know where I am.

[EndorphinMachine]

Zachary!!!!!!!!!

[zeolite]

Sorry I missed this thread ZW. It sounds like you are getting what you want out of life so respect for that.

[Dr. P-Evil]

that's the beauty and curse of this forum...i have a hard time not checking in, even though i should be doing something else....it can be addicting....not mentioning any names...Pepe.....hehehe.

[Dr. P-Evil]

well, keep the thread alive...old habits..eh...eventually, he'll have a free minute or two...sneek a peek..and here we will be.

glad to see you back ZW.....i had a feeling you would drop in again....when you got the rest of your life in order. hope all is well.

[\Y/]

Dr P, thank you for raising this thread again.

The rest of my life has basically turned into dog shit. I've been putting so much efford and spent so much time trying to achieve my goals, and it seems it was all in vain. I saw a door opening, went through and instead of finding the answers I saw myself locked in a cage full of rats. I'm in the process of trying to basically salvage whats left of my life.

I think that's one of the reasons I sort of came back. I realized that there's no point in leaving things we enjoy (like CC in this case) by assuming that the extra focus you put into some life projects will be more effectively achieved. I have learnt now that there is an element of chance in life that there's little that an individual can do about. Here I am, back to square zero and still trying to make heads and tails of where did it all go so wrong.

I would gladly come back - perhaps not with the same enthusiasm as before because of the blows I've suffered lately. If Matt could somehow restore my old account I'd be quite happy. I'm still battling on, but the mountain I have to climb now seems to be alot higher and more treacherous.

Zeo, I'm afraid I didn't get anything (good) out of life up to this moment, apart from knowing that there are still people out there who cares for the battered and bruised zwmusic. And that is at least something to cherish about.

Sorry for the gloom and doom guys... I just felt like letting it out a little bit.

zw

[Clockers]

Hey zw.. why didn't you sign back up under zw instead of \V/?

First get read of \V/ account and create a new account under the new name zw, post count doesn't matter in your case this way zw is back. :D

Then email Matt, which he has been trying to get you to do for the past few months, and he or bobo can decide if they would like you to be a mod or a admin again.. I believe before long you'll be in green or even white again. :wink:


We miss zw baby. :lol:

[metallicarocks05]

Where's my green? :lol: And wb zw.

[Dr. P-Evil]

Dr P, thank you for raising this thread again.

The rest of my life has basically turned into dog shit. I've been putting so much efford and spent so much time trying to achieve my goals, and it seems it was all in vain. I saw a door opening, went through and instead of finding the answers I saw myself locked in a cage full of rats. I'm in the process of trying to basically salvage whats left of my life.

I think that's one of the reasons I sort of came back. I realized that there's no point in leaving things we enjoy (like CC in this case) by assuming that the extra focus you put into some life projects will be more effectively achieved. I have learnt now that there is an element of chance in life that there's little that an individual can do about. Here I am, back to square zero and still trying to make heads and tails of where did it all go so wrong.

I would gladly come back - perhaps not with the same enthusiasm as before because of the blows I've suffered lately. If Matt could somehow restore my old account I'd be quite happy. I'm still battling on, but the mountain I have to climb now seems to be alot higher and more treacherous.

Zeo, I'm afraid I didn't get anything (good) out of life up to this moment, apart from knowing that there are still people out there who cares for the battered and bruised zwmusic. And that is at least something to cherish about.

Sorry for the gloom and doom guys... I just felt like letting it out a little bit.

zw

i'm a firm believer that it's pure ego when people say the just worked hard and succeeded at whatever they put their mind to and give no respect to luck or God or whatever for those breaks they get.
i'm on meds right now...was never a big believer in meds...but it makes me want to live....and get up and work out eat right, do yoga, etc.....and that improves my outlook on life....it's a spark plug in many ways...you can't outwork your destiny or Karma IMO. we all are disillusioned to how life really plays out...we are all bruised and battered...take some solace in that.
we fail at many things life....from relationships to our careers and even our health.
i've been in situations where i couldn't out educate and out hustle my fate. it was demoralizing....i'm still in a quagmire in many ways as i have to back to school to really get a new path.....in the end i think we want to believe that our fate is in our hands so much that we revere those who claim they just persevered....yes, we do have to work smart in life, you can't be a jackass and expect to luck into everything...and hard work does bring good fortune...but so many of us struggle as much as any other hard worker, sacrifice so much of our life to attain our goals, but still fall short or get derailed by a life altering event. or we work so hard...that we achieve our goals...but miss out on the rest of life.
ZW- very few of us die without some regret for the tradeoffs we made in life....even those who seem successful can feel trapped in expectations and clouded with responsibilities.

there's no shame in trying and failing. that's humanity....just no one likes to talk about it...so knowing this, don't make sense of your life up to today. just get out there and keep pushing on....if you are of good character and don't screw anyone over...all anyone will ever remember about you is if you were a good man and how you treated them. had a vendor i worked wiht for 6 years that i didn't know well, was moderately successful...worked hard to stay there...but he was a fair and honest guy when working with... he recently died and....all we could think about was...that he was a good man. his business was so fragile to him being there that his death was kept private for about a month until his son told us what happened. his son carried on the duties for a month before we even found out...and we didn't feel right to send flowers a month later to show our respect because it was just be painful for the family and they were keeping it private...we really weren't supposed to know...probably to save the business....but again....his value in life to me for the brief time i knew him was simply he was a good man. didn't matter how many women fucked in his life, how much money he had, how many charities he donated to...what he invented or even how much money he saved us....it was irrellevant. just a regular guy.

[\Y/]

Then email Matt, which he has been trying to get you to do for the past few months

Has he? He's got my email and I didn't receive a word from him...

The zw idea isn't bad... I'll think about it. :icon_smile:

[\Y/]

ZW- very few of us die without some regret for the tradeoffs we made in life....even those who seem successful can feel trapped in expectations and clouded with responsibilities.

I read you. I don't mean to be moaning about the misfortunes of life or even less to feel sorry for myself. I just realized that it's pointless to put aside things we enjoy for the sake of pursuing goals and objectives. Perhaps Karma really plays a part in our life. I'm not really a believer in Karma, but I recognize that there are things in life which are totally out of your control, no matter how hard you try. To keep some degree of control on fate, destiny, whatever you wanna call it, is out of anyone's reach. The element of change is always there, and against that there's absolutely nothing one can do about.

[Clockers]

Has he? He's got my email and I didn't receive a word from him...

The zw idea isn't bad... I'll think about it. :icon_smile:


Email Matt.. put your ZWMUSIC name in the subject area so he'll know to open it.. Matt deletes alot of mail with out opening it because of spam and the fact that he gets so much of it. (he just doesn't have the time)


Let Matt know how you feel about CC as-well as what has been going on in your life. (he as-well as me was sad when you deleted your account)

Listen dork.. We'd really like to have you back here with your friends. :hug:

Bobo misses you as-well he told me himself last weekend at his Estate.

Oops' i wasn't supposed to tell anyone. :twisted:

[Dr. P-Evil]

it's all cathartic...sometimes i like to get on my soap box to save myself, and if i'm lucky others.:icon_surprised:

i see what you are saying as well. don't miss out on what you enjoy and lose your balance in life trying to shoot for goals that just aren't meant to be and i agree 100%.

[\Y/]

Bobo misses you as-well he told me himself last weekend at his Estate.

Eh? Nights of passion between you and the green man? :lol:

[Clockers]

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