My last thread.

[zwmusic]

I came to a cross road and now I must make some decisions as to which road to follow.

I joined this forum in March 2004, since then my life has been a roller coast and now the ride is rough as is it can be, but that's my problem.

CC changed my life for ever, I was able achieve something which most men would like to and that's only motive to be proud of. I have a much bigger penis and that has contributed to a considerable improvement in my sex life. I can only thank Matt and all the fellas who contributed towards my success of enlarging my penis.

Unfortunately I wasn't very well accepted by Godma, who at the time treated me with contempt. I never understood why, but that's the way he chose to treat me. So be it.

I'm proud of my Male Genital Anatomy (http://www.cheekycherry.com/ccforums/showthread.php?t=508) thread which has much valuable information in its content and I hope it will serve as a good reference for all PE'rs who are already members and the ones who will join in the future.

I will keep posting for a little while, but very soon I leave CC for good.

Thank you for all the support and keep CC alive so that many others can have the chance to make their dream come true, like I had it myself.

[Valk]

:(

Why exactly are you leaving? :?

[zwmusic]

Just personal decisions Valk. I don't want to go into the merit of this because some people might think I'm bullshitting, some people might think I'm bitter about something, some people might think I'm putting up an act... therefore, I'd rather keep it for myself.

[Valk]

Well, its your decision.

But you are throwing away alot of good friendships by leaving CC.:?

[zwmusic]

I am not. I still have your e-mail and the fact that I am leaving CC doesn't mean that I will cut someone like you out completely. You will hear from me. I consider you my friend, and a very good one.

[Bobo]

Well, I hope the principle "You can checkout any time you like,
but you can never leave!" applies to you too, because CC isn't the same without you, ZW. :cry:

[Valk]

I am not. I still have your e-mail and the fact that I am leaving CC doesn't mean that I will cut someone like you out completely. You will hear from me. I consider you my friend, and a very good one.

Yes, but you know how it goes. In the beginning you communicate regularly but as time goes on it will be more sporadicly untill it eventually seizes completely.

[zwmusic]

I will prove you wrong Valk.

[zwmusic]

Well, I hope the principle "You can checkout any time you like,
but you can never leave!" applies to you too, because CC isn't the same without you, ZW. :cry:

It's now a matter of principle for me Bobo. I will leave. I used to have your e-mail but I'm not sure whether i still have it. If you wish, leave it hare for few mins just that I can copy and paste then delete it.

[Valk]

Will you stay if we make you a mod.:D

[zwmusic]

Cheeky. :lol: No.

[Valk]

Does you leaving has anything to do with the abundance of clues you left in your first post?

[zwmusic]

Yeah, in a way, yes. But that doesn't have much to do with my decision... but in a sort of strange way it never left me. I will always wonder about that.

[Bobo]

It's now a matter of principle for me Bobo. I will leave. I used to have your e-mail but I'm not sure whether i still have it. If you wish, leave it hare for few mins just that I can copy and paste then delete it.

The email you had doesn't work anymore. I will contact you.

Fuck this shit. CC has been quite slow recently and you leaving will paralyze it big time. Soon I won't have time to keep it alive either after I return to my job... damnit. :x

Amazing how shocked I am... I feel like crying and... I'm a badass and I never cry! :x :x :cry:

Fuck this shit.

[zwmusic]

I don't think you'll be able to contact me Bobo. I don't use the account from which I've sent you my last e-mail.

[Bobo]

I'll get it from Valk then.

[zwmusic]

I think it's best. I don't want to post my real name here.

[Valk]

Yeah, in a way, yes. But that doesn't have much to do with my decision... but in a sort of strange way it never left me. I will always wonder about that.

But is your decision really a decision? You're a passionate and impulsive man and maybe you've made this thread in one of those moments.

[zwmusic]

I'm not THAT passionate and impulsive Valk, if I was I'd have left ages ago.

[Bobo]

But is your decision really a decision? You're a passionate and impulsive man and maybe you've made this thread in one of those moments.
Yeah... I have this weird feeling because he posted this right after he got annoyed by my weather thread cleaning. :x

[Valk]

I'm not THAT passionate and impulsive Valk, if I was I'd have left ages ago.

Do you have any idea how respected you are here?

The only reason you didnt became a mod was because you were still posting infrequently from an e-pub.

[zwmusic]

Nah. That was just a silly joke. I have been thinking about leaving for a while. Like you said, CC is too slow and I just don't feel like posting in the General PE and Beginners section any more. Basically, you Valk and Clockers are the only ones who I can really relate to and I'd rather do it by e-mail than here, online for the rest of the world to see. I'll also miss Spike, but he doesn't have any personal identification with me like the three of you, therefore as far as he is concerned I'll be another one to bite the dust.

The only one who really annoyed me recently was ArTee, who just acted like a ghost, stopped posting and didn't say a word.

[Bobo]

Do you have any idea how respected you are here?

The only reason you didnt became a mod was because you were still posting infrequently from an e-pub.

Hell yeah. I've recommended you several times for the job ZW. If CC would be more busy and we'd need more mods, You would already be one.

[zwmusic]

Do you have any idea how respected you are here?

The only reason you didnt became a mod was because you were still posting infrequently from an e-pub.

I really appreciate that. But I will be glad to communicate with you guys only by e-mail.

[Bobo]

...I just don't feel like posting in the General PE and Beginners section any more.

I know what you mean, it's a burden really. I feel obliged to answer their questions but to be honest it's quite annoying to answer the same questions over and over again. But, that's the only way to keep CC alive because this is a PE forum after all.

[Valk]

How in the hell could we have the whoring fun (like we had tonight) by email.:cry: :evil:

[Bobo]

Agreed. And to be honest, I suck at writing emails. Very difficult to maintain a friendship that way, and I have some experience on that.

[Valk]

And a picture of a turd just doesnt have the same affect if my email program first asks if I really want to open the picture and then does a virus check on it.:x :(

[Bobo]

Hell yeah! CC is the only place for turd- and trannytalk. :x

Good luck explaining your leaving to the HFA. She will be devastated.

[zwmusic]

I know, I think it's great to help new fellas achieve what we've achieved. But I feel that most of them are too young and don't socialize like very few of us. When I joined there was you, Valk, Bill, TP, ren (I really miss him), oldie, G-Spot, soserious, BB8, Anthrax... many more great guys who would also chat and participate in other sections, whereas nowadays those guys seem to be too crazy over their penises and don't chat every now and then. The only chap who is more like the old guys is K-Man.

[zwmusic]

:lol: You two are a riot.

[Bobo]

You know, CC will never return to its former glory if we simply give up.

[Valk]

Not many people have seen this thread. Lets just delete it and pretent nothing ever happened, alright?:D

[Bobo]

Alright.

[zwmusic]

Former glory maybe only for us Bobo. Perhaps CC is really bound to change as people here are changing, that's the way this world works. New people comes along and they change the place, it's inevitable. You, like the other mods and admin, have a job to do whereas I have given what there was to be given. My important posts are there for whoever wants to make use of them... but I really feel it's time to pack my case and move on.

[zwmusic]

Not many people have seen this thread. Lets just delete it and pretent nothing ever happened, alright?:D

You two are silly billies really. :lol:

[Bobo]

Fair enough. It's 3:13 am already so I must go now. This may sound like a goodbye... maybe because it is one. As I said, I suck at maintaining friendships by email so that won't be a permanent arrangement in my case. In other words, if you leave, that will be it for us two. We may exchange an email or two, but if the laws of physics haven't changed while I write this post, it won't last too long.

So, have a nice life my friend. I will miss You. :cry:

[zwmusic]

There was something strange in the air tonight for me and... strangely, I received a painful confirmation of why I had the urge to make this decision to leave. I have just received an e-mail from my sister and she said my mother is agonizing. We feel that her end isn't very far. I'm stuck and in case she dies there's no way I can travel to see her for the last time. I just cried for some time, I'm still crying... my mother had one terrible life with the loss of my father when I was 11, she never recovered from that and then ill health has been punishing her ever since. My sister told me she's suffering and this hits me like a knife right through my heart...

Be good to your beloved ones fellas, when they're about to go it's the most deep pain, specially when you cannot be there to at least give them some comfort, like in my situation. This is so much pain...

[Baseballer8]

Sorry I don't post all that much anymore but I have to get into med school and get my life straight before I can come and mess around here. I suggest the route I took come when you can, but take your breaks when needed. My penis is the last thing on my long list of priorities. Faith family friends and then myself. You will be missed. :cry:

[zwmusic]

Thanks BB8. But specially after what I've just wrote in my previous post I don't think I will ever come back. I'll need to rethink my whole existence from now on and that will take a long time. I'm feeling very weird with the news from my sister. I have been feeling weird for some time and I think it's best for me not come back. Best of luck with everything and with med school. Bye BB8.

[wern]

Goodbye ZW. You will be missed. I'm sorry to hear about the terrible news. Regardless, all the best with your life mate. If you do find that you are bored one day and wonder what those crazy bastards at CC are up to, the door is open.


:(

[Spike]

Do Svedanya ZW. Life's a 3-legged race, be careful who you shackle yourself to.

[K-man]

The only chap who is more like the old guys is K-Man.

:puke: :puke: See, now you made me blush (thanks though:wink: ) :puke: :puke:

If your decision is made, and it seems that it is, all we can do is respect that and wish you all the very best for the future. The situation you are in (re: your family) is harsh. Its difficult, but try not to beat yourself up about it too much. Life often works out differently to how we would like, and sometimes there's not a thing we can do about it. If you want to stay in touch, my hotmail address is listed in my profile.

Good luck mate. :wink:

[Bobo]

Sorry to hear about your family situation, ZW. I know this will sound like useless bullshit but I've had a tragic life and one thing I've learned is: you always bounce back no matter what. Hell, I survived when my mother committed suicide (disappeared for six months)... Well, "survived" in terms of continuing my own life but of course you will never recover 100% from these things. The old cliché "if it doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger" is true. You will survive.

So, if you ever feel like returning to CC, there is no shame in taking back your words about never returning. I know I've made several goodbye threads already and despite the fact that a part of me would like to leave, here I still am. For CC's sake, I hope that will happen to you too.

Have strength my friend. You're an intelligent guy and you will survive. You will be greatly missed. :?

[Bobo]

Basically, you Valk and Clockers are the only ones who I can really relate to and I'd rather do it by e-mail than here, online for the rest of the world to see.

Well, I've been observing this for a while and I've noticed not many read the non-PE. Newbies and occasional visitors never leave the PE-related topics, I didn't post in non-PE either when I found CC.

So, basically this non-PE section is our private chatroom, no audience here.

[Valk]

Sorry to hear the tragic news Zw. :(

You and your family are in my heart buddy.:(

[Zoran]

I'm really sorry to hear that ZW!!! I trully am!!!

I've always concidered you as the leading figure here on CC in every way: sex, PE'ing, supplements, how to get a chick issues, music, that hilarious post of "Avon lady"... basically all the things life really is about! People !!!
My personal PE guru!!! My new friend!

I'm really sad to hear your leaving....I fucking hate when you guys do that! Ever since I'm here JB left, then Magnum, and now you are about to do the same.... You post as hell, and make us bealive you, and then you decide you should leave!!! BullShit!
You guys are the ones killing Cheeky Cherry! You've been here for ages and you make CC what it is! Your departure is what makes it less appealing!!! Eventually it will turn in some friggin' page on the net saying that the most online there were 139 and now only you!!! so sad!

Anyways, I really wish you change your mind 'couse ...you see...this place is not a part of your problems but right on contrary the part of it's sollution. You obviously have friends here and why on Earth would you wanna dismiss them!!!

I wish you all the best!!!

[K-man]

Easy there Zo. You dont know enough about the situation to be making that sort of statement. People move on for all sorts of different reasons. Rather than blaming the departed for the demise of CC, wouldnt it be a better idea to try and get more involved yourself and make the site more appealing to others :wink: (that isnt aimed only directly at you, more a general statement to all who may read this post).

Come on people, this is a great site and it would be a real shame to see it dwindle into obscurity just because a few of the senior members have to move on with their lives.

[Zoran]

I know my post was a bit harsh!!! Especially when ZW is feeling bad because of his family situation and I never intended to offend him or anyone here!!! I just felt sad for him and the fact that all the people here I really like seem to go away! I know it's kinda selfish but what I wanted to say is he's got a bunch of friends here that could help him get over this! Therefore he should not dissmiss them!!!

You are right K, we should be more active here but not everyone has enough free time to do so...I was really active at the bigging of my presence here and in that way I have shown my commitment (I guess???).

However, I appologize if I said something harsh!
I really wish you all the best ZW and hope you change your mind about CC!!!

[Bootyhound]

We all need breaks from time to time, good luck in your journey in life.

I think this chatroom is awsome, ZW was one of the posters that kept me laughing and lightened up the whole environment.

I thought it was great when he made me think about getting all mad at my wifey for busting me, I have a hot temper and he made me think twice, he seems a little sarcastic at times but has a big heart.

I'm a big time newbie, and If I was single and had more free time I would be shooting the breeze big time, and I plan on it in the future because when I lurk around and look at the posts there are some great characters and most seem like stand up people.

Some of the non-veteren guys are funny as well.

So take a break do what you gotta do to get your spirits in line and don't be a stranger, its clear that there are people here who need you too in a funny way, you are much more than a PE GURU.

God Bless, and stay positive

life is rough but look at the glass half full, kinda like Magnum XL:)

[K-man]

I know it's kinda selfish but what I wanted to say is he's got a bunch of friends here that could help him get over this! Therefore he should not dissmiss them!!!

I'm sure you've had times where you just need to figure something out for yourself, where no amount of advice or support will make things easier. I dont think that zw is dismissing the friendships he has forged on this site and it cant be an easy decision to this place behind, but life has to move on sometimes and when it comes to that kind of situation a clean break is often the only way to do it.

Dont get me wrong, I hope that zw sticks around as much as anybody else but I dont think we should berate him for making a, clearly difficult, decision if he feels thats what he has to do.

[Zoran]

Despite my good intentions I think, K, you got me completely wrong!

I never meant to make this decision of ZW difficult much less to berate him for making it!!!
I deeply simpathyze with ZW and my posts were only going in direction of making him feel better, that he can always rely on his friends here...Nothing less and nothing more!

But ultimately I agree with you...It's up to him to make the final decision.

[K-man]

I understand your intentions and realise that there was no ill will intended mate. :wink:

I'm not having a go at you man, just offering a different perspective.

Bottom line is we'll all be sad to you go, zw :( :(

[Valk]

there's no way I can travel to see her for the last time.


Is it the money?

[Bobo]

Maybe he already left? :x

[Valk]

I'm sure he wont leave if next time he logs his name is in white and he has lots of new buttons to play with.:P

[Clockers]

I'm sorry: I can't even talk to anyone at this time I'm just to sad.

[Shane_Bos]

Wow, didnt see that coming, altough i havent been around for a small while. Craziness.

[The Big Banana]

I feel your pain ZW, my fathers dying of cancer right now as well. Watching him slowly shrink to skin and bones is a truly harrowing experience. I hope you manage to get back to say goodbye to your mother.

[K-man]

Sorry to hear that TBB. Must be difficult. Dont really know what else to say except you know where we are if you need to blow off some steam.

Keep smiling :wink:

[zeolite]

Wow, I can't believe ZW has left. Wherever he is, I wish him the very best of luck. TBB, my heart goes out to you and your family also.

[Master Long]

Shine on you crazy diamond... shine on.

[Spike]

Did Bobo go with him?

[Rum_Runner]

It seems to be

[Bobo]

Did Bobo go with him?

Well, here I am again. I was needed somewhere... and now I'm back. That's about all I can say about it... more than that and I'd have to kill you all. :wink:

[Rum_Runner]

Welcome back my friend, you were missed.

[Baseballer8]

Bobo had to go deal with a Sith lord uprising didn't he :lol:

[Thought Pro]

Well, here I am again. I was needed somewhere... and now I'm back. That's about all I can say about it... more than that and I'd have to kill you all. :wink:

Did you fall half way down Mount Everest?

[Bobo]

Did you fall half way down Mount Everest?
How the hell did you know that?! :lol:

Bobo had to go deal with a Sith lord uprising didn't he :lol:
Yeah, that too! :shock:

Now I must kill you all... :lol:

[Clockers]

Zw: & -> I <- have exchanged emails --> I don't believe he will be returning back to CC.


He will truly be missed..:cool

[Bobo]

He'll be back, they all do. Muahhahhahhaaa!!!! :twisted:

[Clockers]

At first thats exactly what i thought as-well, but Zw: insures me that he will Not be back.


I hope you're right Bobo: :cool

[Bobo]

He will. I've left several times already and didn't mean to return, but here I am.

[Clockers]

Me too! :cool

[Spike]

One day I'll forget I'm a member. :lol:

[Clockers]

That will Never happen. :lol:

[Python]

NO! He was a real mate. Gooner and all.

[Bobo]

One day I'll forget I'm a member. :lol:

Who are you? :lol:

[Spike]

Calvin Klein according to the name tag someone has sewn into my pants. :lol:

[Bobo]

Nice to meet you, Calvie! :lol:

[Clockers]

I bet he's Cute! :lol:

[zeolite]

NO! He was a real mate. Gooner and all.ZW was a gooner? Scum!!!




Just kidding. I don't hate all Arsenal fans :lol: